Sweet goodbye

Sweetheart, please don't cry

It takes time, but you'll be able again to see trough their lie

Go your way, even though all the pain

Keep on going and you'll be happy again

You might feel lost but just go on

You'll find the place where you belong

Sometimes you won't know what's true

But when you turn around, you'll find me here, guiding you

Sweetheart please don't give up right now

We all get trough difficult times somehow

I know that you've been hurt

by all their lies and all their unsounding words

I can't take them away from you

But I can share your tears and guide you trough

After the rain, you will see the sun again

You'll be free of your past and all the pain

...

Little sweetheart, what have you done ?

Please tell me...what went wrong ?

You've touched my hand and asked me to wait

but even before I could answer, it was already too late

You took your wings and looked into the sky

And from the clouds above,I could hear you whispering a sweet goodbye

© by Stéphanie J.

reason

Maybe only I could see

the thousand stars in your eyes, when you were looking at me

My heart was beating every time you passed by
And when you smiled, I felt like I could fly
I was in love and maybe I was a fool
Because you became the reason why I went to school
In all my books I wrote your name

and I spent the days in counting the hours until I saw you again

My graduation should have been my most happiest day

But all I was thinking about was that we were going a different way

I looked at you for the very last time, walking down the street

My eyes were filled with tears and my heart began to bleed

...

I tried to forget you but I can't

I still stare at your picture in my hand

I have your email, your phonenumber but I don't know what to do

It would be so much easier if you just loved me too !

© by Stéphanie J.

our night (song)

This is a song I wrote :

Nobody can understand
What I feel when you hold my hand
They even don’t know what I see
When your eyes are looking at me

Your name is more than a word my dear
You’ve taken away my deepest fear

Come on, let’s touch the stars in the sky
It’s not that far since you make me fly
Look at the moon, shining bright
We both know : this is our night
There is no place in the world I will be
Then here with you, only you and me
I’m going to show you the meaning of love
With the light of the stars coming from above

You took me out of my cage
And gave me love with your embrace
I never loved someone that much
All I want now is you to touch

Your name is more than a word my dear
You’ve taken away my deepest fear

Come on, let’s touch the stars in the sky
It’s not that far since you make me fly
Look at the moon, shining bright
We both know : this is our night
There is no place in the world I will be
Then here with you, only you and me
I’m going to show you the meaning of love
With the light of the stars coming from above

Promise me to stay tonight
And keep on holding me tight
I want to be with you forever
Please, never let me go…never

Come on, let’s touch the stars in the sky
It’s not that far since you make me fly
Look at the moon, shining bright
We both know : this is our night
There is no place in the world I will be
Then here with you, only you and me
I’m going to show you the meaning of love
With the light of the stars coming from above


© by Stéphanie J.

hoping

screaming without making sound

searching things that are already found

Crying without any tears

Being afraid without having fears

Sitting in the dark but hoping for some light

Being alone but wanting to be holded tight

Losing dreams but carry on the thoughts

Trying to fly but even not reaching the clouds

...

Living in the shadow but wanting to see the sun

Trying to figure out when this all has begun

© by Stéphanie J.

you showed me

I've been trough love and pain

but I went on, again and again

At some moments I wasn't that strong

And sometimes I felt like I didn't belong

I was walking without any direction to go

But then you came and showed me a way to follow

You showed me a way to relate

To life, to love and to compensate

I still remember when you said "You should go home."

From that moment I had a place to go, I would never be alone

© by Stéphanie J.

whirlpool

My head is a whirlpool of feelings

with wounds who are crying for healing

Between all this feelings, I hear a song

And it's giving me the strenght to go on

It's guiding me trough the darkest night

and his rhythm is the only light

I fly away on its melody

I fly to the sky, to be free

An angel is sitting on a cloud

watching me, he's looking proud

When the frog is clearing

I recognise the face, I see you breathing

I want to reach you

but I'm not supposed to

Past and future are melting together

Trying to make reality better

But now that I've seen your face

I need to be with you, I need you're embrace

I don't want to lose you a second tome

just let me be with you and I'll be fine

I think I found the place where I belong

I just need to cross the edge, I have to hold on

My head was like a whirlpool of feelings

but now it's clearing

Journey

Life, sometimes seems an endless journey

In which we try to find the right way

We want to find a place to call home

Where we will be loved an never will be alone

We meet people on our way

Some leave, others stay

And then we meet that special one

who makes us feel so strong

Sometimes our hearts will break

And it will be too much to take

But then your friends will be there

let them guide you, because they care

And whenever you feel sad

and everything seems to go bad

just look at the sky

and there you're guardian angel will fly

Go on and don't be afraid to let go your past

because the memories will forever last

Sooner or later we will find our place

and from that moment, our lifes will be filled with love and grace

© Stéphanie J.

sounds

I can't stop what I'm hearing within

I can't ignore the pain I'm in

One step closer to the edge it takes

and them I'm about to break

I need room to breath

I want to run out but it's still here

It's always running behind me

And I'm going mad very slowly

It's always there

but not when I'm sleep because then I'm not aware

I wish it could stop

I wish this world could just shut up

I just want to sit in a dark place this time

with some music to trying to drown out the pain